Tuesday, February 22, 2011

i think too much.

I am not confident. I know i am smart but not in the ways that count. I read people much better than books but i never have the words to explain my findings. I'm only as funny as i feel. And do not think i'm pretty. Sometimes i walk with my head down. My posture is terrible. I think horrible things about people and i let my emotions get the best on me. I'm really not as nice as i'd like to be, or as innocent as you'd like think i am. I am a perfectionist. I am a contradiction to everything i want to stand for. I'm a big dreamer with little motivation. I am really no good at all, on my own. But i am analytical with myself. And i dont understand how anyone could ever be cocky or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things. That they think and do, but no one knows. We're all broken enough to be humble. sigh.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ should i stop and go away? or just stay and calm down? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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